I get more ugly stares/looks of disapproval from other fat women (mostly middle aged ones) than anyone else. What is up with that? I’m fat and so are you, you shouldn’t give me hate for being like you? Or is it just that being like me you get extra critical about the rest of my appearance?
I mean I don’t like myself much, but I don’t fault others for the things I fault myself for, I give them more acceptance because I know how hard it is not to be whatever it is you don’t like about yourself (and if we’re being honest, fat is pretty high on my list of things I don’t like about me, but it is not on top, personality traits are) so I won’t show you that I don’t like it (unless I know you and you are being a total dick, that’s different).
Maybe I’m being paranoid and you’re all just hating me because my hair looks dirty.


